So lately I've been feeling like absolute crap. Tons of homework, big tests i barely understand, And, because somebody must have cursed me, lots of emotional stress. I had a panic attack last night, for the first time. It was HORRIBLE! Ive been living on tenterhooks all of today, trying not to get another one but always thinking about not getting one so yeah, stressful. Also, there was the Spring concert Last night, and I had a flute piece to play, It was TERRIBLE. Wow, Ive been saying that a lot lately. Also, the WORST thing ever has happened. I can't love anymore!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOO!!! I still like my family and all, But boys... I get little